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I can't swallow pills.

 Since I was a kid, I have not been able to swallow pills.  In fact, when I was a kid, swallowing pills was traumatic for me.  As an adult, every so often I try to swallow pills - I realize that life would be so much easier if I could just swallow a pill.  Alas, I am full of fail when it comes to the whole pill swallowing process.   I was told to practice with peas, tic tacs, ice.  Put the pill in food, some bread.  Chin up, chin down... This girl couldn't swallow a pill to save her life.  Seriously.  If I ever have a condition where I have to take a pill daily (and with ADHD I regularly have to take adderall, but cannot take it at the moment because my blood pressure is too damn high due to stress, etc), I will be screwed.  With my adderall, I would crush it and put it in pudding.  The same with xanax or hydroxizine or whatever I'm taking.  This particular medication, though, specifically says in big block text on the label DO NOT CRUSH.   I tried to swallow them - I wasted th

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